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vy upset today...my quiz, test 2 jz gt a lower mark...i dunno y i cant do the quiz during that time..after submitted i jz can do it!! i careless!! nt pay attention during the quiz!! where is my heart?? vy sad...sir gave me a comment that "needed attention"...i vy worst....haiz...after that went to signal class...i expected ad that my signal oso will gt a lower mark...i m rite...really really cham....tat time really really sad compared to the time when recieved the quiz.....i nearly to cry out...my tear jz gonna out from my eyes...no!! i cannot cry!! my frens(ker ai) like knw me that gonna cry and he said i can borrow his shoulder...i knw he was jz joking, bt tat time i nearly cant control my tear...
y??? y recently my memory became decline...i sometimes cant pay 100% attention on my study...i dun think another things,i wan study...bt really cant remember the things that i jz studied...vy upset, u knw??bt hw? nobody can help me...jz me hv to help myself...my acedemic performance nt vy good all along..i dunno y?? may be i nt enough hardworking...may be i more stupid...