感触。。。

~脸上的快乐，别人看得到，心里的痛又有谁能感觉到？

~有时，爱也是种伤害，残忍的人，选择伤害人，善良的人，选择伤害自己。。

~相爱是种感觉，当这种感觉已经不在时，我却还在勉强自己，这叫责任！分手是种勇气！当这种勇 气已经不在时，我却还在勉励自己，这叫悲壮！！

~如果，不幸福，如果，不快乐，那就分手吧！如果，舍不得，放不下，那就痛苦吧！

~一个人有心事，好想找个人来陪。一个人失去了自己，不知还有没有要再追的可望。

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vy upset today...my quiz, test 2 jz gt a lower mark...i dunno y i cant do the quiz during that time..after submitted i jz can do it!! i careless!! nt pay attention during the quiz!! where is my heart?? vy sad...sir gave me a comment that "needed attention"...i vy worst....haiz...after that went to signal class...i expected ad that my signal oso will gt a lower mark...i m rite...really really cham....tat time really really sad compared to the time when recieved the quiz.....i nearly to cry out...my tear jz gonna out from my eyes...no!! i cannot cry!! my frens(ker ai) like knw me that gonna cry and he said i can borrow his shoulder...i knw he was jz joking, bt tat time i nearly cant control my tear...
y??? y recently my memory became decline...i sometimes cant pay 100% attention on my study...i dun think another things,i wan study...bt really cant remember the things that i jz studied...vy upset, u knw??bt hw? nobody can help me...jz me hv to help myself...my acedemic performance nt vy good all along..i dunno y?? may be i nt enough hardworking...may be i more stupid...

Ending of school holiday

This few days spent my time at hometown. Everyday went out , like a busy person..hehe. I like back to hometown because can spend my time with family and Boon Eik, can taste mom's food, can chat wit my sisters, can play badminton with them, can meet with old friends...very syok !! haha..so i wish after i graduate, i can work at penang, so can back home as i like..kaka.. nw gonna open school, have to study and prepare myself to final exam le..after this, holiday again!! haha...happy...

go to playground with my sisters.....